Male:
Damian
Vaughn
Min Ki
Nemo
Akira
Takuya
Angel
Adam
Vlademier
Kenai
Draconis
Celeste
Alejandro
Voice
Wednesday
Dawn
Goliath (Another Goliath Pic)
Derion
Simon
Jack
Ricardo
God Brothers (Hades and Joshua)
Tony
Lucas
Trinity
Loki
Dominique
Steve
Ahanu
Suzume
Female:
Alay (Front, Rafael is brother, male Oc)
Chunhua & Lihua
Eline
Lupe
Alice
Violet
Diva
Laury
Maiko
Melody
Sloth
Esther
Merel
Xale
(Ive come to realisation I have to little Girl OC's .....)
Wednesday, February 13, 2013
Friday, February 1, 2013
My god.
A lot of you know that I am Catholic. I believe in god, I believe in the bible, I go to the mass once in a while. And I love believing he is always watching over me.
But you notice me, never mentioning anything about my believes unless you ask me for it. That's true. Because my believe is mines only, and it's not anybody's bussiness unless they want to hear it. I am not going to shove my beliefs into anyone's throat either. That would be plain rude.
But I am going to give my honest opinion on atheists.
They say Christians and Catholics only force their beliefs on others, are to extreme, are way to blahblah this, blahblah that, I am not even going to do my best to sound poetic.
It's cool, they are true, some Christians and catholics are indeed WAY to extreme it makes me ashamed of the people that say that god forbids gays.
As far as I know, my god love gay people, they are here because he created them, everything that's here is because he did so, yes even bad people, illnesses, and periods and whatsoever. Go ahead and bash me for it I don't give a shit. It's all here for a reason. I am a god in my own world for my own characters, yet I make them suffer and die by hands of bad people. Why? That's life bro. Shit happends, deal with it.
So yes. I accept them. But you know what, I also think some atheists...are hypocrits.
They say christians or catholics or whatever, are to extreme.
But hey......have you ever noticed how much it hurts me to see how my believe gets insulted? Or how much I have to read how believing in something that is real is stupid? I know for myself that it helps me believe, and it just makes me happy, and I love to pray for my friends for their care and happyness, I believe my god listens to me, They don't need to know I pray for their safety. I keep it for myself.
But have you ever noticed how insulted and horrible I feel when someone says "Believing in god is a waste of time because he doesn't exist anyways?" Do you know that feeling when someone tells you "You don't believe in god? You go to hell then." That's how I feel.
I agree that some believers are way to extreme, it makes me ashamed, but some non-believers are just as horrible as extreme believers, and not any better at all. Don't call me stupid for believing, it's my own choice, just as it is my own choice to be what I want to be, an Artist. And just as it is in my DNA to be a bisexual. It's all my own choice, don't call me disgusting or stupid for being what I am.
If we all leave each other alone, everything would be a lot peacefuller. Don't you think?
And I don't care about my spelling and grammar, big deal, a lot of letters, take your love for correction somewhere else.
But you notice me, never mentioning anything about my believes unless you ask me for it. That's true. Because my believe is mines only, and it's not anybody's bussiness unless they want to hear it. I am not going to shove my beliefs into anyone's throat either. That would be plain rude.
But I am going to give my honest opinion on atheists.
They say Christians and Catholics only force their beliefs on others, are to extreme, are way to blahblah this, blahblah that, I am not even going to do my best to sound poetic.
It's cool, they are true, some Christians and catholics are indeed WAY to extreme it makes me ashamed of the people that say that god forbids gays.
As far as I know, my god love gay people, they are here because he created them, everything that's here is because he did so, yes even bad people, illnesses, and periods and whatsoever. Go ahead and bash me for it I don't give a shit. It's all here for a reason. I am a god in my own world for my own characters, yet I make them suffer and die by hands of bad people. Why? That's life bro. Shit happends, deal with it.
So yes. I accept them. But you know what, I also think some atheists...are hypocrits.
They say christians or catholics or whatever, are to extreme.
But hey......have you ever noticed how much it hurts me to see how my believe gets insulted? Or how much I have to read how believing in something that is real is stupid? I know for myself that it helps me believe, and it just makes me happy, and I love to pray for my friends for their care and happyness, I believe my god listens to me, They don't need to know I pray for their safety. I keep it for myself.
But have you ever noticed how insulted and horrible I feel when someone says "Believing in god is a waste of time because he doesn't exist anyways?" Do you know that feeling when someone tells you "You don't believe in god? You go to hell then." That's how I feel.
I agree that some believers are way to extreme, it makes me ashamed, but some non-believers are just as horrible as extreme believers, and not any better at all. Don't call me stupid for believing, it's my own choice, just as it is my own choice to be what I want to be, an Artist. And just as it is in my DNA to be a bisexual. It's all my own choice, don't call me disgusting or stupid for being what I am.
If we all leave each other alone, everything would be a lot peacefuller. Don't you think?
And I don't care about my spelling and grammar, big deal, a lot of letters, take your love for correction somewhere else.
When I neglect myself.
Yeah I realize sometimes I neglect even myself.
At lately, it's true I am being a bit more of an, egoist.
I love to give, my friends know that, but lately I noticed that when I give, I don't get back, normally I don't need it, but sometimes I realize that I don't even get back the slightest thank yous.
I have been trying to distract my mind with a lot of things.Trying to have fun, to do something I like. School was stressfull, but also very....irritating at times.
And now I finally am at peace, and trying to get myself thinking positively again, see things on the bright side, give attention to myself, something I haven't done in a while.
But when someone expects me to give them all my attention, I can't help but just think "Shut up."
I sound mean, I know, but that's really what I think. Especially since I know I won't 'get' anything out of it than just having my energy reduce to 0. I still can't help but be like 'shut up'.
And then I wonder, if I am a bad person, or am just misunderstanding myself.
Know that I pretend, to be stupid sometimes. But believe me, I know more than most can imagine. But lately....when someone tries to outsmart me, I can't help but think 'Shut up."
I am not stupid. Do not outsmart me. I won't care.
Of course all I just do it be quiet. And say nothing. Sometimes I accept it, because I know a lot of people who try to help me, that's cool, I can use help. But I know when someone tries to belittle me.....
At lately, it's true I am being a bit more of an, egoist.
I love to give, my friends know that, but lately I noticed that when I give, I don't get back, normally I don't need it, but sometimes I realize that I don't even get back the slightest thank yous.
I have been trying to distract my mind with a lot of things.Trying to have fun, to do something I like. School was stressfull, but also very....irritating at times.
And now I finally am at peace, and trying to get myself thinking positively again, see things on the bright side, give attention to myself, something I haven't done in a while.
But when someone expects me to give them all my attention, I can't help but just think "Shut up."
I sound mean, I know, but that's really what I think. Especially since I know I won't 'get' anything out of it than just having my energy reduce to 0. I still can't help but be like 'shut up'.
And then I wonder, if I am a bad person, or am just misunderstanding myself.
Know that I pretend, to be stupid sometimes. But believe me, I know more than most can imagine. But lately....when someone tries to outsmart me, I can't help but think 'Shut up."
I am not stupid. Do not outsmart me. I won't care.
Of course all I just do it be quiet. And say nothing. Sometimes I accept it, because I know a lot of people who try to help me, that's cool, I can use help. But I know when someone tries to belittle me.....
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