Be happy you can eat whatever you want.

Since lately.....I've been diagnosed with irritable bowel syndrome.

It means that my guts....gets very upset for about the slightest things....
Mostly milk products, I can't have them anymore, I can't have to much tomatoe either.
and Fat, or junkfood, yeah.....can't have those either.

So I woke up today morning, my mother prepared me breakfast.
A half sunny side up egg and gigantic bread full of sunflower pits.
Then normaly I would get a big bowl of milk and cereals, or chocolate milk.
But I got a bowl of warmed up applejuice. And tommorrow I will get a bowl of tea probably.

Each time I stress, like yesterday, I actually hurt myself in the guts.
My guts are so weak, they hurt me like hell.
Sometimes I would feel naucious, because my guts are also upsetting my stomach.

I actually have to live in a stress-free inviorement, just like Hulk.
But that's to much luxery, I can't ask for it.

Besides, ever once in a Week, I will always remember the Demons from my past.
It's not like I want to, but they come back and haunt me, shoving everything I suffered for in my face.
I try to lock them away as long as I can, but they just keep comming back and hang clouding around my head.
I become quiet, outzoned, and locked up.
It's not because I am not listenning or disliking you.
But I was traumatized for life..

And now I have sensitive guts. I can't eat whatever I want and I can't stress or worry because it will hurt myself a lot.

I just want to say, to be happy you don't have such demons like I do......